Wednesday, August 03, 2005
I miss my classes again today. I felt so useless and irresponsible. I really wanted to change my lifestyle. I even put up three alarm clocks today but it's useless. By the time I woke up, it's already five pm. This time I didn't even bulge a bit when the alarm clock rang. I guess I was too tired. Sometimes I really don't feel like sleeping at all, fears built up in me of overslept and missing my classes again. And today's class is quite important because one of the classes, the first half an hour they're voting for the Australian Degree Program committee. I really wanted to be in it. Even a few of the lecturers insist me to go for the class. But instead, I miss my chance again. Maybe it's fated, maybe I'm bound to not take any responsibility UNTIL I change my lifestyle. It's beyond impossible. I don't wanna miss my class, I don't wanna be the black sheep of the family, I don't wanna be me...
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Mandy you are the ONLY sheep in your family...immediate family i mean!! Well there's always next sem for being in the committee but right now just focus on getting to classes girl!! I know how u feel but just try ur best to get there...Gimme calls (ahem like tat day) and ask me to wake u up lar...aight???? look on the bright side!! at least u aint JOBLESS!! ;)
LOL dun la, I'm trying to be dramatic as usual. But after finding out who I'm suppost to work with if I'm the committee, I rather stay as a good, hardworking and sweet student(muntah sendiri). Thanks baby, Love ya MUAKS for being there for me KAKAKAKAKAKAKKAA :P
not a problem at all deary!!
lol....grab crotch
du du du du du? Ow? grab crotch?
*as always, blurded*
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA grab crotch HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
Mandy, u're the only sheep in ur fam, so it doesn't matter if u're black, white, purple.. green even... there's NO ONE to COMPARE TO! U just do wat u got to do to make it to classes, and everything else will fall into place... I hope... *Praying that it will*
I am I am! Thanks bird, I will try harder to do my best from now on. By the way, my mums compares me wif anyone else. :P But it doesn't matter if I do my best right? *nods myself* FIGHT STARTS TODAY!
hahahah.... bang head violently...really cannot fathom why she neva get the michael jackson joke
Yea la.. my mum also... since bride came to hand out wedding cards she's been so down. Scared my my elder sis still no proper "suitor" i was like watever lar frodo
ya ya frodo is so cute *cubit frodo* Auntie!!! Agugu!!!! *clears throat*
got it dy la...bla bla got it dy
RITE...
I get compared to everyone as well.. but I'm so over it, n I think my mum's just given up as I don't pay attention to it, afterall, it's been 7 yrs since I finished secondary school... So she's just PRAYING that I graduate at this point... hehe... Espicially with a bad Brother to follow, so she's just lucky that I'm actually finishing.. Though she still compares now n then, I just ignore, get hurt in my private space, then show her I don't care exacept that I pass in the end...
Keep a strong front, n the ded deds will comfort u from behind, n we shall all overcomes these insecurities we have...
lol....ditto!! we have each other...we dont critize each other ENOUGH LAR!everyone pinch my mum larrr....good good...she needs lotsa pinching!! sigh
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