Knowing my roomate closer now, I began to ease myself. She isn't so bad as I thought she would be. Eventually, she's almost similar to my characteristic. So are her friend who eventually too became my friends. All three of them are my bitching friends. But they can never replace "The Ded Ded's". But I feel myself drifting apart from them. All of them are all over the world. Though we do keep in touch through internet and phone but still, I can feel us becoming more of a stranger than the close friends we use to know. Desperately and lazy me accepts the fact of no more hanging out with my bestest buds and to look for a new group of friends. It's really hard to accept someone new especially when you've been through so much in high school. It's really hard to learn to trust a friend again after the betrayals.

Talking about betrayals, I just heard from my friend that my ex-best friend has became such a bitch that she tries to steal my friend's boyfriend out of jealousy of a loving, caring and a handsome rich boyfriend. WHAT A BITCH! How dare she... It's outrageous! From a nice person to a completely slut bitchy person. Apparently she went to Kuala Lumpur to shop, a lame excuse which leads to inviting my friend's boyfriend out to flirt with him. She, of course, was wearing as little as possible to seduce this guy. End up, she backstabs my friend so much that the boyfriends doubts about their relationship already. And my friend is actually a best friend of my ex-best friend(if you got it). Thank god I release myself from this chamber of dishonesty and disloyalty. Thank god I got away from this bitch faster before I hurt myself even more.