I've tried to forget about Dennis but I just couldn't...he's everywhere, anytime, anyhow. I'm just so stupid. If Dennis has my phone number and never calls me back, it means he's not interested with me. So why am I still falling to this stupid thing? I'm ever so numb. It feels like as if I have no soul in me. I've been smoking and drinking too much(not only because of him, there's lots more of stress in my head). Sometimes when I shop, I still thinks that the main aim is not to look presentable or up-to-date but to look nice for him. I'm just plain stupid. I've tried to forget him, I really did but everynight he's in my dream, every single song there's a memory of him. Could I not forget him???