This holiday has been a stressful 'event'. First, I've been travelled to Johor, Subang and Penang in one week plus time. Tiring but I had a blast. It's been a while since the Ded Ded's reunite. I missed them so much but I was emotionially depressed still from the test and other issues involved. Basically, I did exlude myself emotionally in the trip. Then two days after my return, my uncle was admitted in the hospital while I was watching "Hostage". I blame myself for not being observant enough as my mum called again and again, needed me to emotionally support her and being there for her. Then I rushed to the hospital as soon as possible. I didn't get to visit him as it was way past the visiting time. I had another movie date with my godbrother. We watched "Amityville" and fetch my godbrother back to his house. I called my parents to ask whether they wanna go for supper when I discovered my uncle past away while I was watching the movie. I was having fun when my uncle suffered, striving to stay alive. I know I couldn't do much if I'm there but at least I could pay him the last visit.

I was devastated. More mood swings involved until today. I can't seems to take the load off. I called Prabs and she comfort me the best way that she could. Soon enough, June sms me as well, I guess Prabs told her. I was thankful June was there for me too. The next day, Bird sms me too after knowing about my uncle. Knowing the Ded Ded's is there for me, I felt so much better and decided to get on with my life as there is no need to feel guilty at all because it's time for my uncle to go Heaven, and I can't do anything more if Im there as well.

I went back to college to register for the new semester and Prabs came to stay over as her uncle was in the hospital as well. She came down to visit him and decided to stay with me for two days. We went to Midvalley the next day with my friend, Karen and Rachel. We went in seperate groups, Karen and Rachel in one group while Prabs and I in the other. When we were in Dorothy Perkins, Prabs got hit on by a cute nigger kid. It was hilarious as I couldn't stop laughing. We watched fantastic four and headed to Chilli's for dinner. Then, we walked back to my car to head back college. We tend to act smart and took a shortcut down to the carpark. As predicted, we lose our way and I snap off. I was like a madwoman looking for her husband(well my car is my hubby, LOL). I was afraid that my car got stolen and my dad will barred me for life as I'm not suppost to drive down to Kuala Lumpur. We finally found my car and I was in such a mood swing as I drove furiously. Prabs was scared no doubt and my two other friends did not doze off to sleep for the first time as they too were scared by my furious driving that night. Well, I guess that's it, my "great" holiday. I'll bloggered soon enough now I'm back in college. Thank you ded ded's again for being there when I need you guyz, I no doubt will be there for you guyz. I LOVE YOU ALL DED DED'S and hope we will do another reunion soon.